Leaving home just doesn’t seem to get any easier. All I can think about is the ordeal I have to go through tomorrow morning at the airport. Check in, say goodbye to parent(s), go through security, sit and wait, get on plane, sit and wait, take off, attempt to ignore talkative person beside me, read, land, baggage claim, then sit and wait three hours for the school shuttle to pick me up.
Something about that just makes me want to bawl because honestly, that’s just tear-worthy.
It’s not so much the going back to school thing, because I love being at school. I love my friends and it’s hella fun there. But I HATE leaving my parents and my boyfriend and I REALLY HATE traveling. The airport is the damn worst part. It’s like ample time to reflect on the fact that I won’t see my family and boyfriend for a month and a half while trying not to cry in front of strangers.
One time I was bawling while sitting and waiting to board the plane, and I was obviously making a scene because some old guy came up to me and offered me a tissue. I felt exceptionally pathetic but couldn’t stop crying.
I’m just too damn emotional.
I’m going to miss getting hugs, and my mom bringing me soup when I’m sick (because yes, I am once again sick.) I’m going to miss cuddling and getting a kiss on the cheek. I’m going to miss a lot of things.
And sure, I always get: but it’s only a month and a half! I don’t care about your month and a half, I MISS MY FAMILY!
….even if my dad calls me a butt sex whore in not so many words….
But as for my spring break, nothing exciting. It was a nice, relaxing week at home. Hung out with the family, saw some friends. It was some excellent and fun times.
Really nothing exciting happened, which is how I wanted it to be.
Now all I want to do is give everyone in my family a big hug and make them not let me go back to school….or at least not have to fly back. ICK!
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